I lost my mum
.. (and again) ..
I lost my mum
Where did she go?
I lost my mum
Little girl, in distress,
then sadness and disappointment
She’s anxious, a nervous back and forth unfolds
Disbelief about perceived betrayal
Where is my mum?
Where is my mum, she asks me
Your mother isn’t here any more
Your mother is no longer with us
But where _is_ _she_?
I want my mum
(her soft, loving and protective presence)
I am sorry your mum is no longer here
but if you want, I can comfort you?
Would you like a hug?
The child nods
It’s not the same, she says
(I know)
I am here for you, always, at anytime
All you have to do, is call me
Would she do it?
Can she allow it?
Can she allow me to love her?
Can my love for her fill up the emptiness inside?
Can she allow it, that little girl in me?
And discover the source of limitless love within